利恵みしんぞ

IS NEAR!

2012-02-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

IS MY BIRTH MONTH! Today is 1 Feb 2012.

I don't know what should I feel. Happy? Sad? I don't know. I don't feel like being 21 yet. I still want my life to be in 20. But look at the bright side. I got gift to receive but I'm not sure whether to have a birthday party or not. It's still depends on my family cause they're paying. If not no present for this year again. *sad face*

I want a Doll, a Phone, an Album and many more. I want to get myself a phone but I don't have enough money. Can't even touch my bank money and money from ang pow not even enough. What to do?! No.

I'm not asking you to give this as my birthday present I just want to make a little wish list. Don't mistake ya.

So, my little wishlist :

1. A Pullip / A Byul Doll

Pulip (P-049 Pullip Tomoe Mami (Nude Doll) - RM 240

Byul (B-308 Byul Rhiannon Steampunk Series (Nude Doll) - RM 190

2. LG Optimus NET - RM799 (if not wrong)

3. Any SNSD Album

Girls’ Generation - Re:package Album “GIRLS’ GENERATION” - The Boys (Korea Version Limited Edition).
Girls’ Generation - Japan First Album Girls’ Generation (Korea Version Limited Edition)(CD+DVD) - po

End of my wish list =D

I want to wish for more but nope. Can't to because I can't effort that much =D

Pity or just happy.

2012-01-08T02:52:00.001+08:00

I really don't know what to put as title. Okay and whatever. Get into the topic.

Today I accompany both of my little sister to have a hair cut. Like when is almost done. I heard someone hosting outside (in the middle part of the shopping mall). In my mind I was like " who the hell was that" but after they done their hair cut, we walk towards the stage but we are still at the 1st floor not the ground floor. We looked down at what is going on. And guess what ( I don't think you know him) Peace Two. I do have picture, score below to see. I was like "Oh, is him". We like continue watching what is he doing and playing. Until the time where he throw poster.

I admit that I wanted him to throw it to me and guess what. He did and I did catch it and I did get his autograph and also I brought his album too.

After he throw the album towards us. He started to like look at us. I don't know who is he looking. Me or my sisters. But I did make fun of that, that he is looking at me. The funny part is that, he keep on look towards us all the time when he look upwards.

After all the playing and singing, is time for autograph. We when down to get his autograph cause we have his poster. The other funny part is that , he walk out to the stage again and guess what? He looked at the place we are standing earlier but eventually we are to there already.

Some how, I do pity him. He don't have much fan yet and the mall was not crowed at all. His like talking to himself.

So I did one good thing. I support him and buy his EP album and get his autograph. Is not because of I can get his autograph or to he him close. I'm just supporting a singer by buying his album. I can actually get his autograph with just the poster he give it to me.

I'm not a fan but I'm just a supported who support good music.

Anyway, Peace Teo jia you!!! =)

Oh, forget to say that he is a Malaysian singer. Do support him! =)

柯震東 (Ke Zhen Dong)

2012-01-02T03:39:00.001+08:00

What about blogging about this good looking guy 柯震東? His like half of the ideal men that I'm seeking for.

He have the hair style (short hair, neat and short), the nice smile that makes me fall for him if his one of my friend. The manly voice when he talk and sing. The height that a guy should have. A nice body shape (love to he him in suit).

The only thing I don't really like is that his too cute. Hahaha... What a fact to me. (look at the 4th picture below) that is the only thing but overall his really fine!!

I know that I'm not a really hot girl to have this kind of ideal man to be my boyfriend but just to dream will be fine.

For your info I'm still single and I don't think I can get a boyfriend in this new year 2012. I just can fell it.

This Chinese new year I will never ask for more other than the God of Study. I just need to be good in all my subject and don't freaking waste all the money my dad work for.

Pray for what I need for now only. Love a side but if the love come what should I do? XD

What a question XD I don't know go WTO answer. XD good luck to me and to 柯震東.

Remember to listen to his music. I'm now addicted to this song '有話直說'. Is a nice love song. You should listen.

Old but new

2011-12-31T04:27:00.001+08:00

What should I call it? Today? Yesterday? I came back at 1am after chit chatting with some of my primary school friends.

Nice meeting them once again after quite a long year. Few of them I remember talking to them back then but I don't really remember memory back then till they talk about it.

Did I introduce you one of my besties to you before? I don't remember but anyway, if I did this will be the second time but if I didn't look at the picture below.

It was an epic night. Why epic? Not because of something fun or extreme funny happen. Its because there is someone truly cut me off. I don't know how to describe so I use cut me off.

I can't even fight back when he talks back. His like.... Ugh!!! Speechless, that is what I can say. Whatever. But I get to annoyed him back. Yeah and thumbs up for me self.

Okay. Enjoy the little 2 photo toke from Steph's phone as she is the photographer. XD

Turn 21

2011-12-30T02:03:00.001+08:00

Time pass like wind blows. There is few more things I haven't done. But the important thing that I have done is, I when back to China, where my ant sister where. Guangzhou, it was a great place but still lack of manners. I'm not sure how many of you have been to China but this was my first time. Gonna tell the story but I'm using my computer.

Back to the topic. Turning 21st on 19th of February. I always have a wishlist but all the list of my wish are far be true. I always wanted a new phone but I can't save up money duet to the college that I'm in. I want this and that but I can't get any of it.

I get friends gift and make them happy hope to have a little things back but non of it appear. I don't mind a little card or a little handmade things.

The most surprise things I got was 2 album of girls generation from my college friends. I'm happy with that. But this time can I wish for more? Even I got just one or two gives from all of my friends.

I wanted a Pullip doll. No much.

I make a long wishlist won't work. So this time just one. Santa didn't receive my letter and I'm posting it here.

This year, my only wish list is a Pullip doll and a new cellphone. Just two. If no one could grand my wish, I'm going to try hard myself. Hope the year 2012 list will be granted.

This the Pullip doll I wanted for puite sometime. http://www.toymalaysia.com/webshaper/store/viewProd.asp?pkProductItem=385

Dreams hopes

2011-12-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

Dream about hopes that will came true. Yes, I did have a dream last night. The dream feel so true like I'm holding his hands and I can feel the warmness from him. I never get to see his real face or even heard his voice clearly but can understand what his trying to say.

What I remember clearly was his body. And the smell of his perfume. I could guess it was him but I couldn't see his face so I take it back. From what I know, I never smell any other boys with his perfume smell. There might be like one or two time I smell the same perfume smell near me but is not him and most of them are strangers.

In my dream are like photo with short story.

I remember that I was rushing to his car and asking him to drop of my friends to their house and what I see was his red arm. When I touch it I feel very hot and look at his face was a blank but I notice it was red too. That I ask him are you sick? He reply me in a kinda angry tone.

Than the second day. We when to shop some stuff for home assignment and he was the one who drive.

That I don't remember, but I remember someone told me that he when to try out underwear. Oh, and I did held his hand when we are leaving the shopping center.

That is what I remember. This was the second time I feel like my dream is real.

No other, I did try to sleep back so I could dream back the same thing and to see his face clearly.

You guess it right. That can't do and at that time my dad came in and woke me up. Sad story.

Sick

2011-12-03T01:21:00.001+08:00

Yup, sick. Have no idea it was coming. I have been busy lately because of work. Just got no time to blog. Always blog at late night.

Now sick and the stupid cough is killing me. Want to sleep also hard. Alright. Ate some pills that the doctor give now have to sleep. Nightsssss...

Time

2011-11-24T01:52:00.001+08:00

I feel like my holiday fly like a G6 eh. It's already the 3rd week and I don't feel like the holiday is enough for 2 whole months. I do actually want more holiday.

Oh, Christmas is coming and I want to celebrate with friends. I never try before count down with friends and I don't want to left me mom and dad behind. Hopefully there is a family christmas party.

Good thing times fly cause I can't wait for the trip to china, guang zhou. This trip to me are very special. It's been like long long years 6 of us ( mean by mom and dad plus sisters) when for a family trip. Looking forward to it.

Alright, need to sleep. Haha... Always blog before sleep. Tomorrow have to work again. Work with the highlighter like coloring. How fun. Alright enjoy the little picture below.

By the way, if any of you play #japanlife add me as friend/ neighbor. My Id is '29hul'. Add ya.

Re-color

2011-11-15T02:42:00.001+08:00

Re-color my hair again. This time the color looks much better. I can say the color I want haven't reach yet but I'll dye it again soon before next year. I need a new color to start a new year.

Hope the color will change my life to a better one. Somehow, using color to change the luck that I have is kinda funny but is good to try.

My mom says she hate the yellowish color that my hair have and now I think it still the same. Nah, I'm going to achieve the color that I want.

At the same time I do afraid that my hair will damage and I do know that my hair is already 60% damage. Before new year come I'll do it again.

By the way, my dad do like my hair color. I think I choose the right color this time.

Okay, let those picture do the talking.

Finally!

2011-11-07T05:03:00.000+08:00

Finally!! Is holiday!

I have been waited this for long! I'm tired and fat. Thanks to the stress, I can't stop eating. I know this is not good but I just can't help it. I need to get back into shape before my cousin wedding day. 5 more weeks and I'm off to Guang Zhou.

I can't wait till that day and I'm out of cash. I want to work but my mom won't allow me too cause I have to face the driving test and so on. I just hate to read the book and is like all words and bored. I really wish doremon is here to help me. Oh well, in my dream.

There is actually a good news but I'm not sure I can get my work to the college website. I always wanted to see my work posted on the school website. I think this is my chance to do it so cause my redesign website looks quite good I guess. The lecture did recommend that to me and I still have to work my ass out for the bugs and error. Hope to see that on soon.

Is like 5.16am in the morning and I have to head to bed now if not my mom is going to kill me when she woke up. Alright, Good night <3

Change!! But Cool

2011-10-29T03:45:00.001+08:00

I sent an email to the lecture and he did reply me even it was 11pm at the very evening as it was night already and nearly mid-night. Thanks a lot to the lecture and hopefully I pass this subject cause I did really put effort on it. I really do but I just don't know how to work with my DSLR. I just can't, don't know why.

He say he did saw the concept there but it doesn't shows and the Vampire concept could not bring out the message and he say it looks like a band photo more than a series of Vampire photo. Okay, I think I know what to write for my report and I just can fell like I'm going to fail this.

Hopefully I won't and Is just pretty good of him if he fails me and I'll be pretty good to cry out loud as in COL.

Anyway, here is little preview of it. What I mean little was just a photo okay? =)

This is one of my favorite. I know what you see. I'll just photoshop it out =)

Guess what?! After the this photoshooting I when out for dinner with them and movie too. The funny part are...... I'm the only one with long hair and four of them are in short hair.

And I feel troll XD Forever alone. Oh! Want a funny picture of Forever alone? Okay Here we go.

This was funny!! XD Sorry Wayn =)

I do actually have a lot of fun photo of behind the scenes XD

Pity little Jeanie =S

Okay, I'm just going to stop it here cause I'm too sleepy for this already. Sleepless night last until this week and I need time to slow it down. Really have to slow time down.

Before I go to bed here is a quote from me to you;

Even how bad a person treat you, just treat them good cause they are the one who's wrong abut not us.

Just do your best you can to treat them good cause one day they will know that they are wrong.

I know my gramme are not good so bare with it and I just to to send the message out to everyone who are suffering in the situation that this quote means.

I'm not going to story it out cause I don't feel the need to do it so. It will be fine when I solve things out.

God Bless me and to you too =D

Vampire Photo shooting

2011-10-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

Yup, last minute again but this time I'm not the one who want it to be in last minute. The lecture don't accept my picture and I have to like reshoot it again.

All thanks to some friends helping me out being my model for a day and I know they are all tired for all the pose and smile but wait... not smile, act cool.

Special thanks to Peggy, Jean and Yan Tong. They did contribute some cloths and so to Kazaf and Wany. Thanks to Janice for coming and agree to be my model for today.

They are like so good today that I feel sorry to make them so tired. Anyway, put that aside cause they are that good. I'm happy to know new friend and they did bring some color to my life.

New friends, new colors. Is like my new slogan.

Anyway, Thanks to Peggy, Jean, Yan Tong, Janice, Wany and Kazaf.

I promise I'll bring something good back from my trip to GuangZhou, China. Love you guys ♥ From the bottom of my heart ♥

GOT THE ALBUM!!!

2011-10-27T03:50:00.002+08:00

Oh YES! I go the album already. I wanted to do a little review to the album but I have nothing bad to say, so I'm so sorry to the STAND. Isn't that cool to hear that I don't have a bad comment to the album right? I know it!

Anyway, I order it from my friends few weeks back and I got my album this Tuesday. I haven't take a picture of the poster that I have but you could stay tune on the next post on Saturday I guess.

So here is the album picture that I toke.

So, I guess the picture will just entertain you and I'll just let them be cause they entertain me too XD

So, my job here it done for today! XD

THE BOYS!

2011-10-20T02:29:00.001+08:00

Girls' Generation gonna take over October with they're new full length 3rd album "The Boys".

I did buy they're new album and I'm going to get it pretty soon. I can't wait any longer please be fast. Just looking at the photo of the album make me want to have it on my hand now.

Do you feel the same too? Not sure about you but I'm going to show it off when i got it.

This album just going to make my room feel with life! I need the poster! Gonna be on my wall when I get it! Can't wait to have it on my hands!

Have to watch the video for real!

Yoona look so beautiful in this! Always my favorite!

The dress was just awesome on her. Pretty!

SeoHyun look kinda vintage.

Yuri always the sexy one!

Tae Tae! Cute!!

I admit it! She look more and more pretty day by day. I love her dress! She wore it prefect!

SooYoung, long leg! Is a love!

Ah! Sunny caught all the attention with her new hair style. I love it a lot. The black highlight was awesome!

HyoYeon! I like this one a lot too.

The album cover!!!! Simply love it !!!

Okay now enjoy the video!

English Ver.

Korean Ver.

Is a love!!!

GG!!!!

Youtube Tutorial begin =D

2011-10-15T03:46:00.000+08:00

Gonna do a halloween scary doll look tutorial soon cause I feel like doing it and than later on gonna do a christmas date make up tutorial too. Gonna start my youtube live from now on.

I know I'm still sucks at doing it but please subscribe me if you watch the video and by support click the thumbs up for me too =)

http://www.youtube.com/crazysummersum

Subscribe me =D

Still In Love With You (依然愛你)

2011-10-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

王力宏 Wang Leehom 依然愛你 Still In Love With You 官方完整版 Official MV

一閃一閃亮晶晶

Yīshǎn yīshǎn liàngjīngjīng

留下歲月的痕跡

Liú xià suìyuè de hénjī

我的世界的中心

Wǒ de shìjiè de zhōngxīn

依然還是你

Yīrán háishì nǐ

一年一年又一年

Yī nián yī nián yòu yī nián

飛逝僅在一轉眼

Fēishì jǐn zài yī zhuàn yǎn

唯一永遠不改變

Wéi yī yǒngyuǎn bù gǎibiàn

是不停地改變

Shì bù tíng dì gǎibiàn

我不像從前的自己

Wǒ bù xiàng cóngqián de zìjǐ

你也有點不像你

Nǐ yě yǒudiǎn bù xiàng nǐ

但在我眼中你的笑

Dàn zài wǒ yǎnzhōng nǐ de xiào

依然的美麗

Yīrán dì měilì

日子只能往前走

Rìzi zhǐ néng wǎng qián zǒu

一個方向順時鐘

Yīgè fāngxiàng shùn shízhōng

不知道還有多久

Bù zhīdào huán yǒu duōjiǔ

所以要讓你懂我依然愛你就是唯一的退路

Suǒyǐ yào ràng nǐ dǒng wǒ yīrán ài nǐ jiùshì wéi yī de tuìlù

我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福

Wǒ yīrán zhēnxī shí shíkè kè de xìngfú

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情

Nǐ měi gè hūxī měi yīgè dòngzuò měi gè biǎoqíng

到最後一定會

Dào zuìhòu yīdìng huì

依然愛你

Yīrán ài nǐ

我依然愛你或許是命中注定

Wǒ yīrán ài nǐ huòxǔ shì mìngzhòng zhùdìng

多年之後任何人都無法代替

Duōnián zhīhòu rènhé rén dōu wúfǎ dàitì

那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的

Nàxiē shíguāng shì wǒ zhè yībèizi zuì měihǎo de

那些回憶依然無法忘記

Nàxiē huíyì yīrán wúfǎ wàngjì

我依然愛你就是唯一的退路

Wǒ yīrán ài nǐ jiùshì wéi yī de tuìlù

我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福

Wǒ yīrán zhēnxī shí shíkè kè de xìngfú

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情

Nǐ měi gè hūxī měi yīgè dòngzuò měi gè biǎoqíng

到最後一定會

Dào zuìhòu yīdìng huì

依然愛你

Yīrán ài nǐ

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情

Nǐ měi gè hūxī měi yīgè dòngzuò měi gè biǎoqíng

到永遠一定會

Dào yǒngyuǎn yīdìng huì

依然愛你

Yīrán ài nǐ

===========================

So what do you think about this music video? I actually love it. Is not because of the video produce by Wong Fu Productions but the flow of it and so do the frame of the video. It was awesome.

You guys should listen to it.

I keep the song repeat on my youtube list. It was just awesome.

Personally, even I did say I'm tired of waiting and I don't want to wait anymore but I'm still in love with you. I'm just tired of waiting. Waiting for the love you wanted is not easy. Some might wait for 8 years or even longer than 8 years, 10 years, 20 years?

I know that I only have waited for 5 years but to me this 5 years isn't short. I need my love life. I know people might say that "You don't need a love life to survive", but I wanted to try that out cause I feel like I lost something in my life.

Anyway, I might still in love with you but I could not just wait too long. I just feel stupid waiting for someone who don't love me to love me. Is like waiting a stone to crack and see something special comes out.

Anyway, enjoy the song and so do the video.

Starlite sharing =D

2011-10-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

The first day of sharing and guess what the two girls did but usually when people get a newspaper, this is what they do.

I guess you know what his doing right? But this time I don't understand why he want to hug on to that bottle of Wing Wing's. That is funny and guess what, until Thursday his still hugging on to it. Me and Wing fill pity of his girlfriend.

Pity YT, sitting in the middle and the two who's sitting beside her are discussing assignment.

Guess what, she finally give ideas XD

Me and Wing Wing

Awkward SUMMER

The boys~

Iris sleep!!! XD

Is Wing Wing!!

Haizz... food come already but don't want to eat. Only know play phone. =.=

OMG!!!!

Mission Complete!!

Some picture from last week in Video class.

Hehehe... YT Talking and I toke a picture~

Opps....

Wahahahha...

Wing Wing!!!! Don't sleep~

So serious~

Okay, this might be a bit akward but here you go my cam-whore picture XD

Today picture~

My Pilly~

I need hair color change~ Any suggestion?

I wanted to change my hair color. I'm thinking of ashy blond brown, pinky red or blond brown. Need a new year hair color to start of a new things.

New hair color and I might keep this fringe since so many of my friends say that I look good in this fringe. Thanks for all the good words and I love it.

Seriously, All the picture that I toke, I don't feel like that is me. Is like I'm looking like some other person.

Great day

2011-10-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

There is two thing that I'm happy for.

First, SNSD Teaser video is up and Yoona was the first to appear on the screen again. SM Ent. Please give other that chance too. =D I'm good.

Second, I saw someone that I want to see in sometime. This time pretty near but I'm kinda bad cause I didn't even looked at him at all. I'm not sure that he was there being lazy or what but, when me and YT walk in he was like "OMG, someone". But one thing that I know was he speak cantonese. Cool! Nice one.

I wanted to post it yesterday but I'm too sleepy too turn on my laptop. So I just play twitter on my phone by using message update.

Not that expensive, RM1 for a week. and you can post as much update you want in a day. Only for Hotlink & Maxis user.

Okay, I want to continue my assignment. =) Nitez eveyone =)

Break it down

2011-09-30T00:57:00.001+08:00

Been two days, what was I thinking? GOSH!!

I bring this feeling in front of my friends. I feel so sorry for what I did. I'm not sure do they feel that but I know what I have done. I feel so disappointed from what I did!

This stupid think can't get of my mind!

Okay, is time for Jay Park and SNSD!

I watch a lot of SNSD imitation and had a good laugh. I just need this kind of things to cheer myself up.

I need to get myself busy and hopefully I can be a bit quietness this few weeks.

Till here =)

This got worst. start to bleed and I dislike it. Keep on feel the pain and is like for a few minute pain little and pain more than pain little. Hate the feeling!

Already in a bad mood still want me to feel this kind of pain.

Excited

2011-09-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

Today I skipped class for a reason. My classmate was sick today and I need to accompany her until she when home. We actually sit at a "kopi tiam" named "Ming Tian" and she was there to ask for her friend help before she really decide to look for the doctor. I when to 7Eleven to get her "Bye Bye Fever" and she actually feeling a bit better after having that "Bye Bye Fever" stick on her forehead. I was happy to see she was fine but later on she say her headache was there.

The happy part was here. Before we leave the place after sitting there for a few hours, I accompany her to "KK Mart" to buy some panadol home. At that time the guy that I was say was cute/handsome was there. I'm not sure that the god heard what I say or whatever, whenever I ask/say "Is been awhile I haven't seen him around", than the next day he will appear right there. Couldn't say was the god cause most of the time at the time around 5-6pm he will be there to like "yam cha" or something. I'm just happy to see him there.

I did saw him looking at me. I'm not saying that I was pretty that he could not resist to look at me, I'm just sensitive at this kind of things. Just born with it LOL.

I hope she feel better now. I just can't look after her cause she stay a bit far from my house. Get well soon my dear. =D

Circle lenses Review will be up soon with a video. =)

Stay like how it was

2011-09-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

The things that I don't want to believe already make me believe. He say it was just that an analyze. There is few analyze was what I feel but don't want to believe. Some other stuff was not so sure.

I think is time to make this guy regret for not choosing me. I know that I'm not as good as other but I just wish to do this.

As I say, it was time to let other to come in to my heart.

There is someone but my heart just have this filter, filter away this someone away. I just don't know. Just don't feel. If someone you really care for, you will miss this someone very badly if this someone was not around you. I just don't have this feeling there.

I might need time to accept other but to be serious I feel so sorry to this someone. I just could not accept this someone heart. There is a reason that stop me from accepting your heart.

I love you as my friend and the love stops here. There won't be further love more than a friend.

I will cherish you as a good bff.

My heart is officially open. =D

Feel the rhythms

2011-09-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

I have fun trying to feel the music.

Special thanks to a friend who I just know this few week. He give me free lesson on music so that I could know more about music.

There is few musician that I know long ago but some was just new to me but I did heard the music that this musician created and I beat that you have heard it before too.

He introduce me The Corrs, Enya, and Kitaro.

I won't be posting any video here cause I know it will load pretty slow so i'll just put names and URL. After you listen lets share what you think here. I wanted to know do you feel the same as mine.

The Corrs - Haste to the Wedding
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTrl0PVh1R0&feature=related

もののけ姫 - 久石譲コンサート2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiSSYTZmoKg

Enya - We are free now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzpW7P83sb4

Enya - Only time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wfYIMyS_dI&ob=av3e

Storm in Africa
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAVSsR2IyRs

Howard Shore/Enya - The Council Of Elrond (#11) (Lord Of The Ring s - The Fellowship of the Ring)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azlMi4rWtBQ

Enya - May it be (#19)(Lord Of The Ring s - The Fellowship of the Ring)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXU1NDevY5Q&feature=related

Enya - Caribbean Blue
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeYL3uhYv48

Enya - Orinoco Flow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZ8KK8u9dN8&feature=related

KITARO - Matsuri
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGtKxbu7vLI

Kitaro - The Silk Road
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ulc51ZOGQk

Kitaro - The Silk Road from Best of Kitaro DVD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gXZPaIl6us

It might take you some time to listen to it. Just take your time.

Oh, one more thing. I wonder if you guys heard of this story where there is a music have been create and the whole world band it.

From what I heard was, whenever or whoever listen to this song, you will kill yourself. There is really this music. Before you go search for this on google so that you get the name of the song and find it on youtube or whatever site, I can tell you not to waist your time to do that cause you will never find it. you might found stories but not the song.

From what I know that the one who wrote this song die too after he finish the song. It says that some kind of devil get into his body and wrote this song.

Okay this was the end of it. Enjoy and remember tell me what you think about it ya.

Goals to achieve

2011-09-22T03:40:00.000+08:00

I always wanting to compose my own song and my own style that I like but I can't really do it. I tend to give up or delete lyrics that I wrote and I just don't feel satisfied.

Few day ago, there is someone told me that what I was good at and what I was bad about.

By just chatting with him like normal he could get to know what kind of person I am. It was pretty cool. I was so surprise when I heard what he say that was right about me.

He did give advice on what should I do and what should I try out to make myself success.

Back to what I say about composing.

As you know this is David Choi the famous musician on Youtube community.

I actually love his music and the genre of his song. All of his song was pretty relaxing and meaningful. I wanted to be like him but not as big as he goes around the world. Just in Malaysia is enough.

Not just David. There is more youtube artist what I like.

I wonder do you guys know Chester See?

I like the way he sing with the passion in front of the piano. Just like it. His music was good too, I mean amazing.

Long ago back to the days when I was young around the age of 9. I always wanted to become an artist but when ever there is a thing that the school want to know about student ambition, my dad will always write doctor. Later on when I saw that I did change it to artist.

As soon as I grown up, I know that I have stage fright and I start to think. If I'm stage fright how can I be an artist?

Now I did try to make some stupid videos and upload it on youtube to start on my journey.

I know now a days people make youtube as a target to be famous. I actually do think that youtube was the starting point but I can't just go on be this kind of stuff that Ryan Higa are the best.

Seriously, Ryan was the best comedian of all time. The way he present all his work was freakish awesome. I just love his video but I do like KevJumba better.

Is not because of they're videos. I just don't know why I like Kevin more. Kevin have his own style of videos too so don't judge.

After all this comedian stuff. I actually got up to make up. I do put makeups on but not that much.

How do I get interested in makeup?

Is all because of Michelle Phan.

Heard of her before? Id you didn't please go check her youtube channel. She was pretty and elegant. The way she present her works do inspire me a lot. She did go wild a bit but I still love her.

Other than that Bubz was one of the reason that I got another target to do what I want.

She was cute and totally different from Michelle. They are friends actually. Bubz makeup looks more OL and cute looks. She's a Hong Kong people. =)

All this people that I state above did make me want to start this youtube thing.

Oh, not going to left out Wong Fu Production.

This 3 guys inspires me more. I don't record things more but after viewing the work that they present on youtube was extremely amazing!

I don't know how they come up with all this kind of ideas to like make it into a video to let everyone of us to love it.

I really like what this people bring things up and I really do love them even I did say that I just like them.

Whenever I was down or happy, I would always come to youtube to search for they're new works.

This makes me even wanting to make things big.

Alright. Have to dream about this so that I won't think too much cause this make me put up more goal for myself and I do think that is not good for me.

Jay Park Time!

2011-09-20T21:49:00.001+08:00

This was the time again I wrote something that relate to him but no, I don't want cause is already bored.

Let me talk about my hubby Jay Park. I love him so much that I want him to be my real hubby. The only was was to go to bed and sleep. Agree? I know that, that is the best way.

I was a bit shock when I saw this picture :

But when I was shock I did actually love his hair.

I always wanted a blond hair but my mom just stop me from getting bleach. She say is not good for my hair. Somehow, I don't rally hair to have it too. I just can't accept when people looked at me with a wired looks on they're face.

Anyhow, I like his hair in this way. I think is because of him, I tend to like guys with this hair. Just feel like as if I was looking at him in front of me. (~~day dreaming~~)

By the way, did you guys watch "Immortal Song 2"?

If you did. I guess you saw his hair roots are growing pretty fast.

I did actually dislike this one. Just feel like his some kind of gangster or whatever. Please Jay, don't do this to your hair any more.

I was thinking of having this tattoo on my arm actually but I don't want to like leave a mark. It was cool to have star on your arm. Just love it let me think of it, if my mom won't disagree.

From the debut of 2PM, Jay was my favorite. I just can't take my eyes away the monitor when he start to dance. I was not into his look at that time. It was all because of his dancing skills that I fall for but long enough when I get to know how funny he is, I start to like him even more.

Just by words can't say it all but his just an inspiration to me.

Whenever I start to think of he, I will tend to listen to Jay Park song ~~not Jay Chou song cause Chou reminds me more of him~~ to forget him. It do works cause the only one that I won't compare Jay. I do think Jay was the best guy that now everyone was saying "now a days, there is pretty little good guy out there".

I don't mind to have a boyfriend with a lot of tattoo. I will only mind if he have tattoos like a shirt that cover all of his skin and that is too much. For real.

Hopefully Jay won't do that and that is more than enough to have this much already. Wait, why do I sound like I mind? Nah~

Anyway, he don't have a tattoo on his right arm.

I never have this much picture on my post before. Jay you are ~~so luck~~ can I say that?

One more think that because of Jay, I like a muscular guy. WAIT!! Not a muscular guy, a guy with six pack. ABS! I just can't stand looking at guy that was way too thin. Is like when the wind blows, he fly like a G6. LOL!!! Not that fast actually, just to tell how can the wind blows him off the ground.

Before I end this post. Do this with me if you love his blond hair.

Just simply click to enlarge and right click or drag this to your folder or desktop and put it as your wallpaper.

I actually doing it now.

Awesome isn't it? I know it was. =)

By the way, guess what makes me happy? Few days ago I was on google search image and I was searching photos of Jay and guess what I saw?

My picture on it!!! I was so happy and I print screen so that I can save this memory.

Okay, before I say goodbye. Let me share an epic picture on me.

This was really me!!!

Okay I'm done. *wave*

All good

2011-09-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

"Oh well", that is what Jean always say but now my turn =D.

Yup, 1st week have just ended. Is already Sunday. When it was holiday, I got nothing to do and nothing to busy about and I do feel bore. Now that my next semester has started and I'm still feeling a bit bored.

I actually don't know what to blog about. Really? Okay let me just share my picture to you guys.

Camwhor time!

When I'm angry? XD

PIG NOSE!!!!!

Blue eyeshadow. Inspired by Nicole Kara "step" music video

心理测试 Psychological Test (2)

2011-09-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

对未来的期望 (Expectations for the future)

浴火重生 (Ashes)

如果有一天上帝告诉你，给你一个死後重生的机会，你希望变成下列何种生物？(测试你对未来的期望)
If one day God told you, give you a second chance after death, Which of the following you wish to become biological? (Test your hopes for the future)

A.不会动的植物 (The plant will not move)
B.会飞的动物 (Flying animals)
C.细菌 (Bacteria)
D.会游水的动物 (Animals can swim)
E.在地上跑的动物 (Animals on the ground running)

A.不会动的植物 (The plant will not move)
你的特性就是安定，或许是个性使然，让你比较不会和其他人一争长短，你似乎没有什麽事业心，在你的心中家庭、朋友、爱情更胜於你的事业。
Your property is stable, may be character trait, so you are less likely to compete in other people, you seemed to be no sense of professionalism, in your mind family, friends, love more than your career.

B.会飞的动物 ( Flying animals)
你一向有着旺盛的企图心，对於未来有着伟大的计划与旺盛的雄心，企图能闯出一番的天地，能力足够的你只要能努力，必定能成功的。
You always have a strong ambition for the future has a great plan and strong ambition, trying to break some of the world, as long as you have enough ability to work, they will be successful.

C.细菌 (Bacteria)
你是一个有责任感的人，对於本身的工作范围一定会尽力的去做好，你的责任感，让大家放心的将重要的工作交给你做，虽然不是大红人，但却是一个主力的台柱。
You are a responsible person, for their own scope of work will try to go well, your sense of responsibility, so rest assured we will give you the important work to do, although not a red person, but it is a main force of the pillar.

D.会游水的动物 (Animals can swim)
你是一个富创造性的人，所以你也比较希望往这方面去发展，走艺术的路也许能让你拥有属於自己的一片天空。
You are a rich creative people, so you would prefer to develop this talent, artistic way to go might make you have your own piece of the sky.

E.在地上跑的动物 (Animals on the ground running)
踏实的个性，使你觉得工作是生活的工具之一，合乎兴趣的工作才是事业，唯有将自己所长以及所爱的兴趣与工作相结合，做一最好的搭配组合，才能称作事业。(一个你永远都会努力的工作。)
Practical personality, makes you think the work is one of the tools of life, interesting work is in line with the cause, only the director and the love of their own interest and work combined to make a best combinations in order to call career. (The one you will always be hard work.)

Change in few minutes

2011-09-05T04:57:00.002+08:00

Before I go to bed I'm gonna post one more. I'm and owl! I don't sleep like at 9pm or whatever time that you sleep at. I'm just get use to sleeping at this time now.

For the past few minutes I have a very long post and I think you might want to read it if you haven't and I feel much better now after letting it out. Here you go if you haven't read it "CLICK CLICK".

Just that I wanted to tell something that I always felt it. I'm not sure do he know it but is like he knew it! When every I ask him out for a movie date with him after a long time and when we meet, his hair was short. I'm not sure about that but I'm sure that I SLACK him! Yes, I do slack people. Okay, that is what facebooker do OKAY?! I'm like when to his facebook profile and see what new picture do he have cause he never play facebook game or maybe he did but I don't know.

Okay, back to it. Yea, whenever I ask him out he will have his hair short.

If you guys don't know, I like boys with short hair. Short like how?

Sorry have to say this. Something like Jay Park's hair or like.... just short. Example? Okay I'll find some but don't complain okay? All korean. =)

Just don't bother about the hair color, just short hair.

Why do I like boys with short hair?

This wasn't hard to answer, BECAUSE it looks much more smarter and clean and professional. A guy with long hair makes him looks like a girl.

Just felt it. =)

Girls out there who like or love boys with long hair, I don't care okay. To me, I just hate guys with long hair. You could love/like cause is your freedom. Don't worry I won't hate you =D

Freedom is yours.

Wanting to QUIT. Should I? Or Not?

2011-09-05T03:21:00.003+08:00

Ya. Ya. Ya. Ya..... I have been a bit too over last post and I know that everyone know what I mean right. I just can't held it in and I can't find anyone to talk to about so my dear blog was the one who can let me to let this out. I know it will be on the public, so whatever. I do care what others feel but I did think before I blog so don't talk too much if you don't know. =)

I don't know how many times I did say this here but this time other situation.

I'm not sure did I talk about it here but now I do want to.

I tried so hard for like 3 semester not to fail any subject because I don't want my parents to pay extra money for me to retake any of those subject. GUESS WHAT?! I always fail at those subject that is not even important at all to me.

Okay, If you are curious what subject did I fail past 3 semester. It was "Malaysian Studies (Malaysia History)". That freaking subject cost like RM200 for retaking it. I was so regret why didn't I read before the exam. So from that onward I told myself to at least listen a bit of it so that I could understand what is it was happening in the class. I pass "Bahasa Melayu", is like something about malay culture like that and I did pass "Moral", this was about religion. Other than this few subject, we did study art history and I did pass for that and now SEA Culture I fail?! For god sack! I'm not sure why I fail but hell yea I think I fail because of the lecture!

I'm not sure did I blame the wrong person but half of the blame was on me cause I didn't really pay attention in class and I did resit the exam and I did pay RM200 for this exam resit. And so! GUESS WHAT AGAIN?! I FAIL IT AGAIN!

*Take a deep breath and sign*

What a hard try huh?

*stop typing for a second*

Y...ou know? How hard I try and it just.... I don't know. I just feel less confident to myself.

For this long story what I actually wanted to say was.... I feel like quitting college and start to work.

Some real good friends will ask "What are you going to do if you quit half way?", I just don't know. A job maybe?

Somehow, my mom and dad work hard for those money and I when to a college how need this much money to retake a subject. I bet that other college fee for retake will be much more cheaper.

I know it the college lecture read this and they will say "If you can't afford to pay the fee, go to other college".

I know that I choose this college and I have to pay much more than the other but again, who knows that if you fail a subject and you have to pay this much? Somehow, there is a lot of seniors that I know quit this college either the subject was too much too learn to reach to what they wanted to learn OR the fee is too expensive.

And ya. Some of you might say that "Before you came into this college, did you know that the fee is this expensive?". Hell I know! I know that the fee was this expensive for like a semester was this much and that much but no one knows that the retake and resit fee was this expensive.

My mom always say that I use up a lot of her money and is like wanting me to give up because of the DAMN FUCKED UP FEE!!!

Okay I'm like going to cry but I won't.

I did told my mom that if I don't study now I don't know what job should I take/find for my future. I don't want to be a waitress or part time worker, I want a job that I can work till I retire.

There is so much to think of.

My elder sister did graduated from college diploma and I want that too. Only a year more and I can have that square hat on my head and take picture with all my friends will a lot of flowers or those toy flowers. I want that too.

There is a lot did survive till the end of the graduation and I want to be like them too.

I'm not rich. I'm not that poor too. I'm in the middle class where my parents could support all four of us.

Everytime when I think of quitting I feel like crying. Is not that I cry because I could not study what I want is just that I study this far and I quit. I feel unfair to myself.

On Sunday evening I call my friend Wing asking her to help me ask how much was the fee to retake the subject that I fail, cause she fail it too. She was heading to college tomorrow so I ask for a favor.

After I hung up I did say it out that if have to pay this much I want to quit. My mom didn't say anything about it. I can feel it that she will know that I won't give up this easy.

BUT THIS TIME I FEEL LIKE QUITTING! Okay now my tears fall off.

I need a professional advice! Someone who have experience. Anyone? Friends?

T_________________________________________________________T

Just so much to talk about.

Vampire that SUCKS money!

2011-09-03T03:24:00.000+08:00

Have you heard before that a vampire who sucks money instead of blood? Never? I can tell you that I know where this Vampire located. Email me and I'll tell you.

I tried so hard to that this vampire would not sucks all the money away from me but it won't work. Because of this animal who attack from behind made me have to suffer from the pain again.

This wasn't just an ordinary animal, it was a beast! A beast who told me this and that and ask me not to smile when your boss is talking seriously in front of me. This fu**ing beast was the worst nightmare and I have to face this beast again for the sack of the beast boss, the money sucking vampire to suck more of my mom's money away.

It was just a smile and I have been kill. I hate you beast! The beast of a servant of the money sucking vampire. I will hunt you till the end! Hate you forever and remember what you have did to me! You god damn beast!!!!

心理测试 Psychological Test (1)

2011-09-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

测测你的心胸宽广度假如你向树林深处走去，你觉得将会遇到甚么呢？
Test your broad-minded holiday as you walk to the depths of the forest, what do you think will encounter?

A. 人 Human
B. 动物 Animal
C. 土人 Natives
D. 仙女 Fairy

Answer
A. 人 Human
你是个坚守常规的人，你不会作有损伦理之事，更不会发生不伦之恋。你也会要求你的恋人对你从一而终，所以恋爱中的你是个心胸异常狭窄的人。试问一个毫无量度的人，有人会受得了吗？
(Translated answer)

B. 动物 Animal
你是个不爱发脾气的人，所以很易相处。你喜欢的恋爱方式是经过时间累积而逐渐酝酿出来的感情。你能包容恋人的一切，即使对方做错了事，你也不愿和他争吵。但一味的忍气吞声，可能会助长对方得寸进尺。
(Translated answer)

C. 土人 Natives
你擅於与人交往，有令人对你一见锺情的魅力，恋爱的经验也不少。你对恋人的宽容，其实是你视体验不同性格的人的一种挑战。这种恋爱心理，似乎有些过於自信与骄傲，小心误人误己。
(Translated answer)

D. 仙女 Fairy
虽然你沉溺在完全自我的境界里，但这也是你的魅力所在，你也意识到自己这一特长，所以也引以为傲。因此你绝不会与自己性格相异的人交往，对恋人的要求也非常严格，委曲求全的事你绝对不屑一顾。
(Translated answer)

I simply found this and wanted to share this to you guys so, have fun. Oh! And I'm not sure that the translation was good or bad cause I just listen to the chinese voice that the google translator have. I'm a banana but still I know how to speak and listen so to me is not a problem. The problem was only I don't know how to write. =)

Have fun~

"Get Your Freak On" 15 Weird Facts TAG!

2011-09-02T17:17:00.001+08:00

So I'm gonna make you guys know me more so there is another tag blog. I don't know why I like TAGs and it was fun to do.

Tag is like a thing that you can know someone more and yes, I'm obsess doing it. I didn't do much but I like it when I saw people doing it and I was like "Oh, I never know that".

So now I'm gonna Tag a few of you to do this tag so that I can know you more.
YT | Jean | Ling | Shir | Celine | Bowie | Wing Wing | Leslie

Is easy to do one. Just post this on you blog and link me back. It will be fun to know more about you. Okay let me get this started.

1. What's a nickname only your family calls you?
Okay, this don't think this is weird cause is just a simple name. My family use to call me Sum but only one of my aunt kind of like to call me "Sum lui" after the a Hong Kong drama where there is a girl with a same name as me and they're family did call her "Sum Lui".

So that's it. <3

2. What's a weird habit of yours?
My weird habit? I'm not sure is it weird to you, I kinda like to touch my hair a lot and I could get out my comb at any where and at anytime, even it the middle of a road to comb my hair. I just can't resist my hair in a messy way. Oh! And I did like to lick my lips so that it was not dry.

3. Do you have any weird phobias?
Phobias, I do scared dogs. When I was young, I do remember that i was running back to my house to get my little sis school shoe and at that time, there was a huge black dog was running toward me. From that onwards I feel like every time when dogs come near me or I got near them they will chase me like hell.

I know there is a lot of dog lovers out there and this was my phobias so stop telling me that dog are good they won't do this or do that. If you have a phobias like me you would know how I feel. =)

4. What's a song you secretly love to blast and belt out when you're alone?
If I tell would that be a secret? ahahha... Nah, I don't really have a secret song that I love but there is a song that I always love to blast though. If you know that I love SNSD/Girls Generation a lot, there is one song that I love "Into the new world". This was the song that I love the most.

I title just give me a blast that whenever I listen to this song and like I'm in a new world where what I do was perfect.

5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves?

6. What's one of your nervous habits?
Pretend not be be nervous? I always do that so that could never be that nervous. Is just me or like anyone was like me? Somehow, some times I do bite my nails but I won't bite it off. I like the sound of the nail clicking when I bite it and it just make be feel better.

7. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I don't that a side that I would sleep on cause every time when I wake up I'm like it different position as I was sleeping the night before but I do feel comfortable when I was sleeping on the right side.

8. What was your first stuffed animal and it's name?
I don't really have a stuffed animal cause I allergy to dust. If i would want a first stuffed animal I want the big red dog, Patrick. I know that I was afraid of dogs but I love red and that big red Patrick was cute. I might not call him Patrick but the last name could be.

Okay got it, Sam Scott Patrick. Just can't make it perfect without the "S" for a name.

9. What's the drink you always order at starbucks?
I do always order "Chocolate Chip with Whip Cream" or some times "Caramel Latte". Signature Hot Chocolate was good too.

10. What's a beauty rule you preach, but never actually practice?
Apply moisturizer before any make up product.

I don't know to other skin but moisturizer makes my skin pretty oily.

11. Which way do you face in the shower?
Face to the mirror. Ahahha... I know this it a bit weird but I just like to face to the mirror. Don't think negative, no negative.

12. Do you have any 'weird' body 'skills'?
No, not at all.

13. What's your favorite comfort food thats 'bad' but you love to eat it anyways?
Mc Donald, I just like to eat. Oh, and fried rice. A lot of people say that fried rice was the bad food to eat cause there is a lot of food mix together Snd you need a lot of oil to make the fried rice smells good. And believe me, I can make a fried rice less oil and taste good.

14. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?
If today you are sad and tomorrow you are happy, why don't you choose everyday happy.

15. Time to sleep, what are you actually wearing?
A big size tee and a very short shorts. =) That is my pajamas~

16. What did you used to wear that you thought was cool but now you realize it wasn't that hot?
A long skinny jeans with a sport shoe. I'm not sure was that just me cause I always wanted a nice sport shoe and now I got one and it's in purple and I don't think is that nice actually. Maybe is was on me. I think that girl wear will be much better on me. XS

Okay that was it. Actually there was only 15 tag but someone have added one so I just do it and there will be other tag coming pretty soon.

Awkward Moment I had!

2011-09-02T04:31:00.002+08:00

That awkward moment when people makeout right in front of you.
I'm not sure if any of you guys tried this or it happens in front of you. I have a friend who don't really care about what other people think and just act what he/she like. What he/she think is that he/she is open so why do he/she cares about. This friend of mine did said to me that he/she don't care what people see he/she as, as long as he/she thinks that is okay with it but somehow, to me is just like a free show.

Might be to a person who is in relationship thinks that "Oh, actually it is okay to do it in front of others. If they are too much which means that they are jealous that they don't have this chance to do it cause they don't have a boy/girlfriend". Too a person who is not in a relationship will think "Gosh, do it at home" and will say that "Is not that I'm jealous or whatever is that this kind of things you can do it privately not openly".

Yup, to me a peek will be okay but don't go too far where you peek for like a few minute once and that will make other feel uncomfortable.

That Awkward Moment when you sang the wrong lyrics loudly.
I always did this and actually what I did was keep singing. If someone told me that I sang that part wrongly I will just say "Really? Oh, my bad". Actually not a big deal but still sometimes if you sang it too loud or too confident, it will be a real awkward moment.

This always happens to be cause I don't know how to read chinese and whenever I sang a chinese song and I can't remember the lyrics I will sing it wrongly. Gosh I wish I won't say this but yes. Always.

That Awkward Moment when someone asks you do you remember him/her and you don't.
I'm not a person who forgets my friends cause I'm a great recognize machine. I can recognize them by the face but I can't really recognize them by the name.

Don't just say by face sometimes friends recall me some of the old days memories that I tend to forget, I will act like "I can't really remember", when he/she keep going on the story try very hard to recall it for me I'll just like "Oh!!! I remember it", but the truth is that I didn't remember a thing. Just to pretend. How good I am huh?

Okay. How about you? Do you have any awkward moment? I actually do have a lot but I just don't want to blog about it cause all my little secret will be told. Just keep it =D

Innisfree product!

2011-08-31T02:01:00.000+08:00

I have not try any of Innisfree product but I really want it too.

I wonder who was going to korea? If any of you did please tell me cause there is a few product that I want to buy. If you guys don't know about the price different between buying it at Malaysia and Korea, let me tell you. One of my friend did told me that if you buy any cosmetic product, is better that you buy it at Korea. Why? Cause when you buy they're cosmetic here the price will be kinda expensive. If you brought it in Korea by yourself, half price cheaper.

So imagine that the eyeliner from Etude house in Malaysia was RM 19.90 and when you go to Korean you brought the same thing that you buy in Malaysia, it only cost you RM9.95. Half price. I know a lot of you might say that Taiwan cosmetic product are the cheapest. It depends. They did produce they're own product and put it as made in Taiwan so things there will be cheaper. If Malaysia product go out of the country, Malaysia product will be a bit expensive. Shipping fee counts. That is why things got expensive.

Wait! Why did I tell you this ah? Later you guys really go to Korea and help me buy the things I want than you ask me for shipping fee. NOOOOOOO!!!!

Well, I know you guy are not that bad right? =D

Well just talk no use take a look and you will know.

화산송이 모공 마스크(클레이)
Jeju volcanic pore clay mask
A clay mask with Jeju volcanic clusters to
attach to sebum and purify pores
12, 000 원
http://www.innisfree.co.kr/productView.do?method=productView&seq=2908

Time flies like a blink of an eye.

2011-08-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

Guess what, after the 12 years old I had never seen anyone of my best buddies. It was the time that I have nothing to worry about. I was the epic time. You will never guess what I have done back then. It was fun and epic.

Introduce my best of the best buddy who can laugh as loud as we can.

I have a lot of boy's friends back than and we were the only girls. This gathering was pretty small and I was hopping for a bigger and much more friends for the next outing.

Let me introduce you the 3 guys.

From this picture you can there is a familiar comic going around. "Old Master Q (老夫子)", Actually we got this wrong Steph. Siow should be Mr. Chin, Cho should be Old Master Q and of course Ghee was still the Big Potato.

In a right way and cute one.

Let me tell the journey of the day.

We did meet at each other at Leisure Mall before we get going. We when to Our old school that we use to attend that is "SRK Taman Midah 1". It have been 8 years since I have been out of that school. There have been so many new and old stuff in there school.

I could tell that I did dream of going back to the old school to visit the teacher. I know there is still a lot of teachers are still there and there is a lot of teachers are not there too.

It was Saturday when we head back there and we when to the classroom to recall all the fun and naughty memories back. There is a fun memories that I remember what I did to one of the classroom. I didn't toke any picture of it but I can remember what I did with my friends.

Want to see some picture how my school looks like?
"CLICK HERE"

First Love (A Little Thing Called Love)

2011-08-24T02:58:00.000+08:00

What is first love anyway? I don't know which is it call first love. Is it the one you first saw (love at first sight) called first love OR is it the one you first love (in a relationship with) called a first love? Which is it?

I just watched this Thailand Movie "First Love (A Little Thing Called Love)", act by Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Luevisadpaidul. Yup Thailand. I just search through my sister hard disc and saw this movie title kinda interesting but when it start with some Thailand words and I get a bit exciting cause everyone knows that Thailand comes with a lot of nice story for love story.

After watching this movie makes me think that I'm not crazy. Somehow, if you guys did read my blog before you will know that I felt for a guy for more than 4 years. It was hard to keep a feeling but the feel was always there and it's like wanting to come out but something just holds it back.

I kinda admirer that Nam (a character in this movie) did confess her love to P'Shone after 3 years. Even thought she end up crying a walk away with one answer but the end was good. After 3 years and than 9 years. I know it was just a story but to me 9+3 was not just a number added together it equal love.

Yup, a lot of people say that you never been in love how would you ever know how you feel but when I ask you back, have you ever love someone who you don't know would he love you back. How would you feel? It was just myself or I have been and idiot for all this years.

You never try, you will never know the answer. Yup, this words was right. I don't dare to try. I was afraid that answer I heard was not what I want. Ya ya ya Scary cat huh. I don't know what to say. I'm just scared. Who care if he loved you or not? I care.

Somehow, my bestie ask my to accept others so that I can carry on but I just can't.

Want to know why? Just watch this movie and you will know why.

Love isn't just a toy where you can play with is a toy with a heart beats and you will never know is it belongs to you one day.

Cut cut cut!

2011-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

Second post for today.

I was planing to cut my hair with my mom when raya but I can't wait anymore after I heard YT say that she wanted to cut her hair very soon and she can't wait till september so it make me "si fatt han" too. Already plan to cut my hair with Shirley and Jien on friday.

Wonder how will I cut it? Nothing so surprise about it cause I will keep my long hair. I will cut my fringe only. Like who?

Like Jessica Jung! I like her hair a lot. Whenever she tie up her hair, her fringe was so darn nice.

Next year. Next year I'm gonna cut my hair short. Short like? Of course girl like short hair.

Like this. Okay, I know all is Jessica cause if I want to looks like Yoona all the way my hair have be curly and if I curl my hair, I look kinda old. So Jessica hairs looks nice too. I'll give it a try.

I actually wanted to try TaeYeon hair style but I don't want that short.

I actually have a double chin because of my face. Is not that I'm fat so I have double chin. My sisters are all thin and they have it too, so is not my problem, it was family. I just need to cover my neck so I need a longer one. =) I want to try blond too but my hair was thin/little so when I dye it, my hair will be like no hair. XD

Karaoke season?

2011-08-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

Karaoke season? Anyone? Ha! I just been there yesterday and I was kinda fun to me yelling and screaming on the mic. Those who when home early really not cool! Why? Because they have no transport. Actually, not just that. Is because they don't have much chances to sing. I know for those who attend the singing season just because they wanted to sing but there is someone who holds on to the mic and the remote and keep singing AND keep choosing songs.

I never tried this before. When ever I toke the remote and choose songs that I wanted to sing and guess what? FULL is all I get?! I was like "Are you FUCKING kidding me?", it was like always!! Whenever I choose song and when I press on it, it jumps back out to the main page and guess what? I only get to choose one song, YES!!! O.N.E one. ONE FREAKING SONG?!

I was thinking not to say this but this person sing the worst! If this person was one of the contestant in a competition I will keep this person ass out of the room! Seriously, This month in lunar calender was the "Ghost month" AND when this person start singing, this person think that this person is good at singing. FUCK HELL NO! This person sound more like ghost was whispering beside your year and is was so irritating. Super irritating! Really, for my 20 years of life I never heard someone sing like this before and it was really BAD! Yes! B.A.D bad!

Not that I'm alone. There so a lot of them feel that way too. Some how, I keep skipping my song up and I did ask other to do so, so that they could sing but no, they don't want too and end up she sing everything.

I thing that I can accept is that, this person keep choosing songs and other have no chances. I swear that I will NEVER CALL HER ANY MORE. If this person end up knowing and following us I will tell this person how bad it is her vocal was. I WILL! I beat I WILL!

Felt this way

2011-07-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

I just felt like writing about this. I was watching a Korean drama "Baby-faced Beauty" and in Episode 11 almost at the ending part really make me cry.

When I was small my mom use to say this to me "Are you my daughter?", whenever she ask me this I would always answer her "Of course I'm your daughter", but in the same time I feel the pain in my heart. I don't know why my mom would ask me this kind of question but this question to me now was no longer pain in my heart.

My mom loved everyone of us and she never greedy to just love one even more. She love us equally. She was the biggest goddess in my life. Yoona was just a part of it.

Why I said so?

My mom always buy things that WE like and cooks delicious food that WE like even if she's out of idea what to cook and she cook all vegetable, it was all our favorite. Yup, sometimes she will cook food that we dislike but she won't really force us to eat it. She will only say "Try some of it before you say you don't like it", even after we try it and yet we don't like it she will just say "Not nice? This is the tasty food, Okay?".

Other than food, sometimes she really get angry very fast and that is where my temper come from. Actually not only from my mom I got it from my dad too. Warning! Never make them angry. But sometimes you will never know that she will angry.

Just like last Sunday. After repairing the tanki tank my mom start to clean things up. She walk into the store room located under the stairs, she suddenly walk out and ask "this shoe still want?", I was using laptop at that time and I turn back and see who's shoe is that and what kind. Okay, in this case it was mine. I directly say "Want~", than the scary part comes. She yelled at me "WHAT ALSO WANT. PUT INSIDE ALREADY NEVER ARRANGE IT PROPERLY!", to tell the truth, I don't have a clue when did the shoes get in there. I just shut my mouth and keep doing my things but at that time I was very angry.

In my mind I was thinking "Everytime also like that. Didn't even ask why than scold", I actually was about to cry but I just hold it in cause there is no need to cry. I just don't care about it and everything will be fine.

I admit I was a bad daughter but I don't know does it count as bad or not cause, I never talk to her till she start talking to me. I was afraid when I talk she scold me again. Not once already so I just wait till she talk to me only I talk.

After I start my college life, I never been sleeping early. My mom would always voice me whenever she is awake to go to the toilet. The voice and dialog was in my head very clearly cause everytime she come out for toilet was at 2am or 3am sometimes 5am. When she saw the light at the living room she will volume out her voice to a deep voice and say "SUM! Go to sleep!", than I will say "Uhhh~", than she will reply "Ugh! Ugh! Ugh!!! Off the computer and go to sleep", than I will say "Yes la!", she will then reply once more "Faster off it if not I come down and off it", than I will off it and walk up. Guess what? She was standing there waiting for me.

Yup, that's my mom. She really hate seeing me sleep this late. There's been few times when she woke up, she still saw me rushing my assignment and she did say that I'm crazy for not sleeping.

Notice that she love to nag us, scold us but at the end of it there is still a love for each of us. For those who think that your mom don't love you more or just love one of my brothers of sisters more, you are wrong. They love you too but they don't want to show it out cause they know that you are grown up but still for those who parents who love your elders sister or brother more, they might want you to be strong.

Think positive. Not everything only have negative.

Will talk about my dad next time. =)

WTF

2011-07-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

I actually don't know what to blog about cause I was bored. All assignment! Nothing to blog about till yesterday. I had a dream. This time you will never guess who is in my dream. You will never guess it right.

No, not Jay Park.

No, not Kikwang.

No, not Dujun.

Not even Girls' Generation.

Is from Beast.

Not JunHyung.

Is HyunSeung!!

I don't believe it too. ahahha... He was in my room. Okay, don't think other ya! Dujun, Kikwang, Junhyung, Yoseob and Dongwoon was there too.

Let me tell you was is happening.

They overnight at my place and they was all fitting in the room next door. In that room only have one queen size bed and a kinda huge cupboard. Where my little sis keep her cloths and a desk. I don't know why Hyunseung end up in my room but in the dream I did know that we have some sore of relationship between us.

I was walking back into my room and passing by the room where the boy was sleeping at. They didn't close the door properly so I kinda pick a bit while I was passing by. When I get back into my room, I was surprisingly that Hyunseung was in my room. I close the door very quickly so that my parents can't see it. I walk up to him and ask "Why are you here? Aren't you suppose to be in that room", pointing at the wall where the room was located. He than answer "I wanted to sleep with you. Not that I have other changes". I was freaking shock at that time but I did feel happy. I just didn't care and lay down on my bed. He was like "Okay, I going back to my room", and I don't know why, I replied "NO! Sleep with me".

We was laying down on the bed very sweet and suddenly my mom call me. We jump out off the bed very quickly.

And I'm a wake.

I know. I know. Is kinda weird. I do feel that too. When I went to bed, I didn't even think of anyone. Still his in my dream. I was thinking that, did he had the same dream? If he did, isn't that great? I have been hug by him. But... But... I want Dujun and Kikwang's too!!!!!

Pray

2011-06-27T06:43:00.000+08:00

Kindly help me to pray for what I'm doing next, the action script test. I can't remember anything! So fudge up! I don't understand why they need test? Even how you test us when we do our final work, we will still reffer to what we did in class.

Waiting

2011-06-26T04:05:00.000+08:00

WOW! Have been so busy busy busy this semester can't even take a time to blog. Now I did have some time to do it.

I'm actually waiting for someone to come back from holiday so that I can go and watch movie. I'm kinda miss out a lot of movie because most of my friends at all busy and they don't want too. This time I got the right reason to ask someone out to watch movie. I know that I have a lot of assignment too but I have to enjoy a bit too. I don't want to stress out so I need some relax.

Don't know did my cousin bro take it serious or what, I yesterday admit that I have e boyfriend but actually I don't have one. If I did have one will he be much more surprise? No? hahaha Not sure. My mom will ask me to bring him back, about my dad, I think he will be a bit disappointed I think. My sis haven't have a boyfriend (as she didn't tell anyone about her love life) and I suddenly have one I think It will be a bit to early. Lalalala.... Whatever...

Today told my grandma about the relationship about me and Peggy. I did have a family relation with her as my grandma was her mom aunt. How cool?! My grandma kinda happy as what I told her. Anyway, I sign up for weibo.com follow me or anything "summersum19".

When you....

2011-06-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

When you force yourself not to think and you will think even more. That is true! After that day, I can't stop think of that day. The things that happen and what I have been doing all a long. I promise not to talk anything about that any more and I can say that you are rite, I fail again. I can pass all my subject and other kind of things but not this.

Why? Why not this?!

Okay, I'll try not too but after a few days on tumblr and reblog some picture and fact that I have been reblog, I came across this;

FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities. So if you’re thinking of someone all day long, that person is probably thinking of you too.

I don't know is this true but is kinda funny while reading all this kind of stuff. And there is a cute post too, click on the link bellow to see it.

http://crazysummersum.tumblr.com/post/6633332538/do-the-marry-you-dance

Come and visit to my tumblr to see more funny things that I have reblog.
http://crazysummersum.tumblr.com/

There is really a lot!!

Damn it!

2011-06-15T17:12:00.000+08:00

I can't really explain how fudging happy I was now. I have watch Xman First Class and it was awesome! This time with someone other than my close friend. Love it! Howly shit! I'm so excited but I dont know what to say. Might be talking craps here but ya, I sooooooooooooooooooo happy and that's what I feel!

Fair-vil

2011-06-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

Prince Logan

Princess Logina

The Once a pone a time!

Yoona

2011-05-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

Could you guys help me sing-along too?

Guess what?! Today was my goddess Lim Yoona birthday!

30 May 1990

It was her 21st (22nd in Korea).

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to Yoona,

Happy birthday to you.

If you know me and you will know that I'm a super big fan of her. I can't say that I'm her no.1 fan cause there is too much no.1 fan out there ady. Let me be the super duper big fan is enough.

Let me share her picture of her.

The all time favorite picture.

All the picture are from time to time following the album.

Anyway, wish her a very happy birthday.

Busy!

2011-05-26T02:12:00.000+08:00

Is dead! My blog is dead! I'm back yo.

Yup, I'm kinda busy now. Busy update my Multimedia Blog with all my assignment. Go and check it out ya. Might be lame but just visit if you want it.

http://mmonlysummersum.blogspot.com/

没眼看

2011-05-22T04:18:00.000+08:00

I was blogging at http://www.alivenotdead.com/isummersum and at the side bar there have a very simple profile. Everytime I login to alivenodead and saw my name and age at the same time. I can't believe that I'm twenty. Is like the world is going very fast. I was nineteen last year and now twenty. It kinda freaks me out a little cause I don't want to add more number to my age. I hate numbers when I saw maths and now age. Can I stop at this age and never add more?

Ya. Ya. Ya. I know. I CAN'T! Fuck than! I know that no one wants to be old but but but but.... I don't want too!!

Click to visit :
http://www.alivenotdead.com/isummersum/Assignment-profile-1245429.html

World End?

2011-05-21T03:56:00.000+08:00

As you see I'm like "Fuck?! The world is ending today?".

Yup, no kidding. There is this guy say that this is our last Judgement day and there will be a huge earthquake are going to occur and disasters are going to keep coming until October 21st and the world will end once and for all. Wait?! Why do it have to be Oct 21st? Okay, I pity him if is the last for this earth. Anyway, happy for him too cause he can celebrate a one of the kind birthday. Nah, kiding.

Don't worry peeps. The world won't end this fast. No one knows when will the world ends. I beat this guy can't predict what 4 number will come out for this week and how can he predict this world will end on 21st Oct? Stop freaking out.

If you think that it is real than do what you wanted to do. You won't regret it if the outcome is good. If is bad than take it or just leave it but don't do bad things, if you do that it is really the end of the world for you.

I'm not worrying that I will die but I worry about my family. I always think that, if I die I wanted to be with them instead of my boyfriend. Don't ask why. Because they are the one who looked after me from the day I was bring to this world.

For real, no one knows when the world will end. Maybe 3030? Or 4040? No one knows. Just enjoy the day that we have. Don't keep the "World end" in your mind.. This will make you worry more on you life. Just enjoy the day that you have like you normally would. Believe me, everyone will enjoy it too cause I do.

Put a smile on your face and enjoy!

Much love from Summer.

92 Truths about SummerSUM

2011-05-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

NAME: Summer Lee
AGE: 20
BIRTHDATE: 19th February
PRESENT ADDRESS: Cheras

Rules: Tag someone at the end of your post. Just name them will do.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage -> Chinese Tea.
2. Last phone call -> Leslie
3. Last text message ->  Another Summer
4. Last song you listened to -> Jay Park Abandon
5. Last time you cried -> Yesterday when I was watching drama.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice ->  Yes
7. Been cheated on -> No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it -> No
9. Lost someone special -> YES
10. Been depressed -> Kinda
11. Been drunk and threw up -> No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Black & White
14. Pink

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend -> Yes
16. Fallen out of love -> Not really
17. Laughed until you cried ->  No
18. Met someone who changed you -> No
19. Found out who your true friends were -> Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you -> Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list -> No

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life -> Half
24. Do you have any pets -> No
25. Do you want to change your name ->  No. I love my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday ->  At home
27. What time did you wake up today-> 9.14am and I was nearly late for class again
28. What were you doing at midnight last night ->  Assignment and drama
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for -> Try to drive
30. Last time you saw your Mother -> 15052011 but on 19052011 I'll see her again XD
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life -> No SUCK-UP friends!
32. What are you listening to right now -> The fan sound
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? -> Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now -> No
35. Most visited webpage -> Youtube
37. Nickname -> Summer
38. Relationship Status -> Single
39. Zodiac sign -> Pieces
40. He or She -> She
41. Elementary -> Sk Taman Midah
43. College -> The One Academy of Communication Design SDN. BHD.
44. Hair color -> Milk Tea Brown
45. Long or short ->  long
46. Height -> 160/161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? -> Kinda
48. What do you like about yourself? -> I'm kind hearted?
49. Piercings -> Ears
50. Tattoos -> No
51. Righty or lefty-> Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery-> No
53. First piercing -> Ears
54. First best friend-> Stephanie
55. First sport you joined -> Badminton
56. First vacation -> Thailand
58. First pair of trainers -> Forgot

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating -> No
60. Drinking -> No
61. I'm about to -> Have a nap
62. Listening to -> The fan sound
63. Waiting for ->  Sleep!!!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? -> Kinda
65. Get Married? -> Yes
66. Career? -> Not sure

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes -> Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses -> Both
69. Shorter or taller -> Taller
70. Older or Younger -> Maintain
71. Romantic or spontaneous -> Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms -> Both
73. Sensitive or loud -> Both
74. Hook-up or relationship -> Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant -> Neither one.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger -> No
77. Drank hard liquor-> No
78. Lost glasses/contacts -> No
79. Sex on first date -> No
80. Broke someone's heart -> Yes, I did!
81. Had your own heart broken -> Not really
82. Been arrested -> NEVER!
83. Turned someone down -> Yes
84. Cried when someone died -> Just like a heavy rain. I miss them.
85. Fallen for a friend -> No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself -> Yes
87. Miracles -> Yes
88. Love at first sight -> Yes
89. Heaven -> Yes, but not just only Kristin can go to heaven BUDDHIST ALSO CAN!!! Don't be raciest!!!
90. Santa Claus -> NIn my dreams
91. Kiss on the first date -> No
92. Angels -> Everyone is and angel if you are a good person.

I'll tag;
- YT
- Jean
- Allen
- Ling
- Leslie
- Wing
- Crystal

Post this to you blog ya. You have been tag. Of course for those who never been tag you can feel free to do this on your blog too.

Have a nice day,
爱你的夏天心(summersum)。

18052011

2011-05-18T04:00:00.000+08:00

爱一个人是很容易，但需要他的爱是不容易的。没有什么特别的关于此文章只是想斑点我在想什么。这是事实。你可以很容易给一个爱但想得到的爱，你给是不容易的。我不知道我为什么说这一点，但我的头脑只是让我这样做的。关于为什么我type中文，是因为它可以表达我在想什么更多更好。如果你知道广东话，用广东话来读。

如果你不懂普通话的话，尝试使用 google translate。好了，直到这里。再见。

爱你的夏天心(summersum)。

16052011

2011-05-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

After tomorrow (Tuesday), I'm going to bored like HELL! I don't want to stay at home and do my assignment for the whole day. Asking Peggy to accompany me out also hard. Yup, she have work but she can take some time out with me, still just that she want it or not only. The other Summer can accompany me but I don't want only me and he so I need some other people to be with me. After all is the first time going out with him and this is my tradition way of getting to know how.

Okay, the 1st week of my semester 2 year 2 have just gone. Should I say that I'm still blur on what should I start first. Yes, absolutely. Is like my time table were change with some strangers. Some of the day have change and time too. Oh well (learn Jean), I got Friday and Saturday off. Yup, no class for this two days. I'm so blessed!

So this few week I was still in heaven but after this few weeks I'll drop from heaven to hell. Gosh! Is like every semester was like that. Heaven at first and hell later on. The weather is already like hell pass few day and now like heaven. Please make it like heaven!

Saw my eye? XD

My new nail art. I was kinda bored with my assignment so I clean the previous one and make a new one. To be honest, looking near at the nail not really nice but from far "Wow, so sweet" ahahha~ Is very easy!!! Laceeee!!!

Don't!

2011-05-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

I always tell myself not too. Not to say this, not to do this, not to do that, not to think this, not to think that but at the end I keep doing it. There might be few things I won't do but there is also a few things I always do. Really can't avoid it.

Anyway, today have been a great day. Not because of back to college. I have been in house for like 3 weeks and didn't really saw leng zai, the only LENG ZAI I saw was only ****.

Everytime and saw him from far but this time so near. I'm so happy! Maybe to others his not that good-looking but in my eye, he is, I think. He don't have a bad boy look. I think only YT know who I'm talking about. I am a shorty 161cm and he was freaking tall!

My hubby JayPark can see him in real life but in Malaysia there is still some. I wonder if there is a very good looking guy who looks like JayPark? But of course and please hope that the "Jay Park look-a-like" have not girlfriend, if there is really a "Jay Park Look-a-like", LMAO!

I'm in my day dreaming again. Sorry~ That is who I am~

Remember to visit to my photo blog "http://onlymesummersumgallary.blogspot.com/"

NEW PHOTO HAVE BEEN UPLOAD

Effected!

2011-05-09T04:10:00.000+08:00

Drama effected. I have been watching few drama recently One is "The Rippling Blossom" and "Only You". Just in few days I finish watch "The Rippling Blossom" and now I'm watching "Only You". Both also from TVB. Watching "The Rippling Blossom", the handsome guy was Chilam and now, "Only You" Cheng Kah Weng.

Watching "The Rippling Blossom" remind me of "Return of the Cuckoo". Talking about the recent drama that I'm watching make me want to know how old are them. Okay, I use to doing this after I got into the drama. I really like to know more about the artist, especially their age. I don't know why but maybe just my curiosity knowing how old they are. Funny huh? No?

Okay back to "Only You" I though Cheng Kah Weng was like at the age of 35 or 38 but Never knew that his already at 42. What the fuck! He don't have a face of a guy at 42. Even if he have mustache on. His so freaking handsome and if you not notice it, he can count in as my type. Not to say that I just notice it. In a lot of drama he act in and in every drama I always liked him. Even a bad character also the same. Use to it.

Kevin Cheng Kah Weng, 42 years old. Kinda old for me but Picese love to dream and I love to dream too, so I'll make him 30 for now. Ah! I'm bad I know but for god sack! He really don't have the face of 42. Oh boy, what is wrong with me?! Really need a love life to cut down some of my "artist love dream". Yup that is what I call when I think of dating an artist.

I know what you want to say. "Go to sleep!", so that I can dream huh? haha...

Should I or not?

2011-05-02T03:57:00.001+08:00

Hair cut time? I wanted to have a hair cut but I don't dare too. I always wanted to have a hair cut for a long time but I want a long hair. Now after seeing this picture I feel like want to cut.

Visit to her blog and you will know~ She's pretty~ http://www.cl2425.com/

Before this she have a long long hair and she have a cut her hair, I don't know how long she cut it already but is really nice. I don't think I can accept any boy cut hair but this one is really nice and I know is not a boy cut anyway.

Okay you can go visit my photograph blog to check this photo out!

http://onlymesummersumgallary.blogspot.com/2011/05/freaking-time.html

29042011 Jean's Birthday!!

2011-04-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

I thought of blog about this yesterday but I'm too tired too blog and I when to sleep after the dinner, actually not really after dinner cause after the dinner I need to clean my face and body and watch tv and then sleep.

Okay~ Before I start to blog about Jean's birthday, about the last post before this, I'm the sandwich middle part "Ham" I got the picture from YT and here is it.

(YT - Summer - Jean)

thisisjean'shand

Okay~ I can start about it. I'm saying this again and is been so freaking long that I didn't hang out from morning till night like this and I have a great time with both of them. Yet, I when out from 9.30am till 8.30pm. Yeah, almost 12 hours.

When for movie and lunch than singing season. I recommend you to watch "THOR". Is great! I been awhile too I haven't been to the movie place but wait.. did I when to the cinema last Sunday? ahaha.... Ya I did. "RIO" was fun to watch too.

Not talking too much picture time.

Opps...

3 big Carl's Jr burger for us!

Done eating!

Guess what? She's yawning

Checking out~

The bread I make!

This is the one! With her name on it!

Blur blur~

Wanna a bonus picture? I have it~ Let me present the cool little kid XD

This picture was from last Tuesday. SHe wore all black on that day.

I'm the sandwich middle part "Ham"

2011-04-28T02:42:00.001+08:00

So you must wondering where I am today huh? Can't really tell from this picture. Okay, another one.

Still don't get it? Want more picture? Okay.

Now?! No? Yes? Alright, I'll stop fooling around for now. Just continue viewing photo and I'll tell you what I did.

Okay, souuu.... today I when out with YT and Jean. Wake up early in the morning to have fun and when few places and it was nice. As what you see above was some place that me and YT followed Jean go. Wait, I don't mean by she force us to go we go there for some reason and the reason will keep till the day when I post another topic here to continue this picture story.

Basically, it was the second time I when out with them for this semester break and it was fun and it didn't bored me anyway. Cause I have been staying at home 4 days for the 1st week. (Monday still got class and tuesday when for jogoya and the holiday that counts was the day that I stayed at home fully from morning till the night counts) and for the 2nd week (this week) maybe 4 days will be at home and the saturday does not count cause that I a must to visit my grandma every week. Well, I'm a good granddaughter anyway. I love my grandma and I love my family.

On Tuesday night when out to have drinks with YT and Jean also and today when out with them also and I don't have to stay at home looking at my laptop screen don't know what should I so other than edit all the blog layout. Tomorrow, means Thursday. I might be at home fully too and won't be going out too I think. Maybe go out but just to buy food and that can be skip for a reason. What about friday?

Ah ha! Will be going out to have fun again and will have full fun for this semester break. I actually only use half of the fun on last Tuesday and I need to use another half of the fun for this friday. Want to know why? Will be telling you on friday night I think.

I know that it have been awhile that I haven't been posting blog this long with this much words and thanks for reading it till here and hope that you will read till the end cause I have few more picture to show. Please don't score down to view the picture now and read everything first okay? Please~

I still have 1 more week to go and the one more week will freak me out for some reason and the freaking reason was, result will be out soon and have to pay the college fee. I'm trying not to think of it cause I want to enjoy my week without any assignment but 3 weeks really not enough for me. I need more! Oh well, can't complain much cause they won't give more even how much I talk about it. End year will be nice.

Okay I don't know what I am talking about now so let's PICTURE!

When to "In House Cafe" after the day.

She hates me when I toke picture of her.

Don't know what they are looking at and I'm busying with my phone taking picture.

After I drank half of it only I think of taking picture of it. I drink one yesterday at night and today. Last night I keep going to the toilet because of this. Jasmine Tea my love XD

Aw~ Argue? ahahah Nope. try to guess.

Look at the table~ ahhaha... A plate of rubbish. tsk tsk tsk Jean Jean Jean. ahahha oppsss....

I don't know what to write about this. Jean hands up and YT ??? ahhahaha

Okay so? I miss this kind of freaking long post~ I kinda out of words to talk of cause I have been in my house for straight 4 days and mushroom is coming out from my head and the day when I go back to college I can make mushroom soup for my breakfast. ahhaha.... Joking but for real I bored at home.

p/s: almost forgot, still have few picture at yt's phone and I will get it and talk more about it soon when I got the picture.

19042011

2011-04-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

Jogoya Lunch time + Jean early birthday celebration

Mr. Allen

Me-Crystal-Leslie

Bad Ali!! Pity Crystal
Angel - Jean - Me - Ali - Crystal - Shir - YeeJien - Wing

Angel - Leslie - Me - Ali - Wing - Shir
Jean - Crystal

YeeJien - Angel - Ali - Leslie - Me - Wing
YT - Jean - Crystal - Shir

Pity Jean
YeeJien - Ali - Angel - Leslie - Me - Wing
YT - Jean - Crystal - Shir

Celine - Leslie - Ali
YeeJien - Angel - Me - Wing
YT - Jean - Crystal - Shir

Abdu - Cheryl - YT - Ali - Leslie - Wing - Iris - Allen
Crystal - Me - Jean - Angel - Shir - YeeJien - Celine

Celine - Cheryl - Leslie - Ali - Abdu - Iris
Angel - Me - YeeJien - Allen
YT - Jean - Crystal - Shir - Wing

Leslie - Me - YT - YeeJien - Angel - Shir - Wing - Iris
Celin - Ali - Cheryl

Aw Celine, Bad Ali
Iris - Jean - YT - Me
Celin - Ali

YeeJien - Angel - Leslie - Ali - Me - Wing
YT - Jean - Crystal - Shir

Add caption

PLEASANT Memories there are many pathways on this Earth Young FOREVER MM1001...

DONE!

2011-04-24T02:50:00.001+08:00

I'm finally done! I know what's the matter with my blog. I put to much post (10 post) per view and it makes all my sidebar goes to the bottom and once I change 5 post per view and it goes back to normal. I know it's still not that nice because I was rushing to make it done and need to see what is wrong. Now I know what the hell is wrong with it I think I have to change to the other one~ I still can't take a good picture of myself to make a banner so I use Girls Generation SooYoung and Yoona's picture from Soshified to make my banner.

Is a love isn't it? I'm going to get a nice picture soon!! Hopefully~ *shy face*

I'm not sure what picture to use next layout cause this it a tryout layout and I'll edit more and I still need to edit my MM blog too, so do my SummerGraphy blog~ have to update picture that I have been dragging long ago~ so sorry for that. Will be there soon~

Empty~

2011-04-23T17:28:00.000+08:00

Not it a good mood now. My blog have some problem and I think I'm going to try something else and I'll figure it out what should I need to change to make my blog better. So it will be empty for some time so just leave it~

No chat box, no links, no everything and only have post! Fuck!

ANNOYED

2011-04-23T04:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my blog and now this is what I get after satisfied on what I have done for the layout! THe side bar now became bottom bar?! What the FUCK is with you blog? I know I haven't been posting anything and I have been helping you to change a bit but now you are trying to make me feel annoyed to you? What the hell is wrong!!!!

2011-04-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

(Top Left) Suet Ying, Ling, Allen, Atikah
(Middle Left) Wing Wing, Angel
(Bottom Left) Shir, Crystal, ME!

Today gonna be loads of picture. Come and view it together.

Jean, Me, Shir, Leslie, Wing, Angel

Angel, Shir, ME, Jean, Wing

Jean, ME, Crystal, Ali

ME, Jean Ali
(behind Leslie)

ME, LEslie
(behind Ling)

ME, Jean, Wing Wing

Crystal and ME

ME, Jean

Okay, Now EPIC one!!!

Ali and Atikah

ME, Leslie and Atikah

Jean and ME

ME and Crystal

Jean and ME

If you are wondering why everyone of us have such a cute name tag and wearing the same shirt from "The One Academy". Is because we are doing charity and having fun with kids in the orphanage. We did end up with a fun time and having photo. Lets make this day a day to remember forever, not only for me but everyone.

Love to ;

Crystal, Jean, Shir, Angel, Ali, Abdul, Allen, Wing Wing, Leslie, Suet Ying, Atikah, Our lecture Helena and her husband and to Patricia.

Fun!

2011-04-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

(left) Jean, LD, Atikah, Leslie, ME Summer, Shir, Crystal

Have a pretty sleepy time here cause as you see the picture above, I have a very fun time with all my classmate. Yes, we are having our steamboat on the floor and is really fun and nice. For the one how is not there you have to cry cause we have a very nice tom yam steamboat.

Now we have to rush our assignment. Thanks to the lovely steamboat and the good advisor! This is a damn it time.

NOPS Product

2011-03-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

I'm using a new product this days and I it works for my face as I trying the sample that they give, ~~actually I toke it cause she say I can take it~~. I'm planing to buy the actual product soon but I can't decide which to buy.


Blemish Spot Solution 30ml RM 80 Ingredients such as ivy extract and tea tree oil to penetrates deep into the skin to prevent and kills the bacteria for spreading. After cleanse take proper amount of it and apply all over the face or on the problem spots and tap until fully absorb

Relaxing gel cream 50ml
RM 80
To calms down the red spot and provide energy to the skin balance.High contains of ivy extract and tea tree as well pine lemon dermatology tested for maximum relief of the skin.

This is the two product that I'm using now. It actually makes my face much more better than before but I plan to buy another one too.


Brightening Water Max Gel Cream 125g RM 70	It supplies moisture to dull and dry skin for being	relaxed from natural obstacle.

I actually when into the shop and directly ask to this sample cause when I first use this I love it. Why? Before I put on my make up like concealer or BB Cream I put a thin layer underneath so that my face won't be dry because of those make up and my face wont be too oily after a day. Before sleep I'm using it too but this time apply thicker. It works I promise. You can try it if you want. I won't be very expensive but still to me kinda expensive cause my budget was RM60 below. Cause I from Korea and this price is not that expensive actually.

They have overnight mask & BB Cream too.

Good Night White Sleeping Mask 80g
RM 80
Niacin Amide,Mulberry and Morus Alba extract to whiten the skin texture during the night.Process new tissue of and repairs the skin texture for firmer and smoother skin.2-3 times a week for better results.


Water Max BB Cream RM 90 (Natural Beige)	It excels the power e ect of contacting with your face	in capsulation system for natural make up

I did use the overnight mask and is kinda nice too. I love the BB Cream. It smells very good and I don't need to use concealer to cover the dark circle and it actually cover it for me. Is a love for me.

I don't which actually I should buy but if I actually buy all this above it will cost mr RM200 and my mom is going to kill be for this. I was thinking only choose Blemish Spot Solution, Relaxing gel cream and Brightening Water Max Gel Cream. But I want the BB Cream too! Is a hard decision to make. HOW!

Who I love?

2011-03-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

Don't get the wrong message ya. I don't mean that I'll tell you that I love anyone cause I don't love anyone now. I'm kinda open to everyone but still you have to pass my audition first. Nah, joking.

Back to what I want to say. As you guys know that I'm a kpop fan and I follow the wind of Korea but recently I kinda into Cantonese song. To the one who is happy to heard that I'm into Cantonese song than you have to thank a lot to 刘界辉 Juztin Kai Fei. Why? Thank to one of his song that I got into him and Cantonese song and one more 凌加峻 Ling Jia Jun too. His 3 Words that song kinda nice and I actually remember the lyrics.

Okay, now let me list out kpop sisnger that I like from Solo to groups and to Chinese singer that I like.

KPOP

SOLO

Male : Jay Park

Female : G.Na (Choi Gina)

GROUP

Male : B2ST (Beast)

Female : Girls' Generation (SNSD/So Nyuh Shi Dae)

CPOP

Taiwan

SOLO

Male : Jay Chou

Female : Jolin Tsai

GROUP

Male : Fahrenheit

Female : -

Malaysia

SOLO

Male : Juztin 刘界辉 & Tedd 曾國琿

Female : Yisi 罗忆诗

GROUP

Male : 东于哲

Female : -

Hong Kong

SOLO

Male : Eason 陳奕迅

Female : -

GROUP

Male : EO2

Female : Twins

English

SOLO

Male : Usher

Female : Britney Spear

GROUP

Male : Westlife

Female : M2M

Okay, is that enough?

I actually don't just listen to Kpop only. I did listen to other kind of song but not really into it. I can say that I like Korean words better than Chinese words cause Korean words can easily learn and I can read it easily too but Chinese was kinda hard to learn. I do listen to english songs too but not really into it also. So stop saying that I'm a Korean freak. I do listen to other kind of language songs too but Korean song is my prefer.

Like to Dislike

2011-03-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking stress now! Why need replacement class? Why? Friday class enough already and now replace to Wednesday (tomorrow)! Damn hate it! I need time to finish the assignment "Big Idea"! Gosh! How am I going to finish it? The Typography need 10 sketches and now Design Method need 3 "Big Idea". MATI!

Okay, I don't usually complain much but after entering TOA my complain keep coming! I never complain much and now.. arghhh...

Listen to music could cool down me a bit but I still need to face this stress and to face someone that I don't want too. This is what life treat humans. Humans all around the world must have stress to be a human. Am I right? No? Yes? Whatever.

My blog is the place for me to release stress? Kinda. So for the one who wanted to enter TOA beware of this.

1. Tons Of Assignment (If you are a lazy type)

2. Sleepless nights.

3. All the time thinking about assignment.

4. Not looking at your age anymore. Why? Cause you sleep less and become old.

That is the few out of all so if you enter TOA remember to buy a bunch of product to make you look younger or for the one still have few years before going to college and you wanted to enter TOA, make yourself much more younger before you come. I'm the one for your reference. I look like I'm older than my sister who is now 23 years old. How sad.

Juztin Kai Fei 刘界辉

2011-03-22T01:20:00.001+08:00

If you don't know who is 刘界辉 I'll give you a clue who is he.

Now you know? If you still don't know who is he let me recall you again. He is the one who enter Astro Star Quest for 2009. I'm not sure in what place he get but his in the 1st, 2nd and 3rd spot. Still don't know?

Now you know? Alright, If you don't know also have to know cause I'm bragging too long already. What I want to say is Happy Birthday Juztin Kai Fei 刘界辉. This is the first time I'm wishing him a happy birthday and if you guys could wish him too. March 22 was his birthday.

Some how, I'm starting to like his voice and eventually his face too.

Huh? Wait wrong picture. He don't want to let you see his face. Wait, I ask him to show his face.

Okay, now you can see his face. I think I won't talk any other things for today and only for this birthday boy. His from Ipoh and is kinda my hometown (my mom's hometown) but I never stay at there before but I have been there to visit my relatives there.

I got no choice to say he is kinda a selfcam to me but this kind of selfcam is still not bad cause not those kind that act cute. He did smile and that is enough. Still, before this his selfcam was not bad too and as what I say his selfcam was not those cute one.

I can't believe before this he is like this but still kinda handsome though. Today really gonna be at least 10 picture of his on my blog. His one of my blog history guy.

I can say that Malaysian have good looking guys to but personality I'm not sure. As what I heard that Juztin Kai Fei was in a single family since he was 8 years old. Kinda pity him but he did make it through this far and make himself proud to let his father knew that his a good boy. As I want I see now.

Work hard Juztin Kai Fei.

Sorry but this is not insult but the truth, his not that tall but for me his height is just okay for me cause I'm consider the short one. *161cm* Okay I just tell one of my secret and now is not a secret anymore. Sad.

As I always repeat myself I like the way he smile. Yes, I'm a smile addicted. I like to see people smile but I can tell if you don't have a nice smile than don't smile in front of me. * nah joking *

Anyway, will end this post with one of his song. Maybe could say is his debut song. Once more Happy Birthday Juztin Kai Fei 刘界辉.

NEW Version

Lyrics

那一年共你车厢中遇见

遗留那锁匙离你分开这两边

相信共你这遇见牵动我心思

如若再见只想看你一遍

这一年共你相识中再遇见

还你那锁匙路过秋天的雨天

想你还会似上次开心走到我身边

离别再见你看着我这年

*下半生跟她再遇见不会再相见

未改变牵手的那天紧抱才发现

我始终始终爱过她走过的从前

未讲再见为何又离去我身边

下半生多得有着你跟我爱一遍

未改变深深盼那天再续未了缘

我会想想跟你抱近亲吻你的脸

下一世都会再相见

从新的跟你爱一遍

那一年共你开心走过路远

从前那心事共你欣赏这尾端

跟你人海中遇见牵手写过那些诗

原来爱你这故事太相似

Repeat*

想跟你抱近亲吻你的脸

从新的跟你爱一遍

na yat nin gung nei ch seung jung yue gin

wai lau na soh si lei nei fan hoi je leung bin

seung sun gung nei je yue gin hin dung ngoh sam si

yue yeuk joi gin ji seung ho nei yat pin

je yat nin gung nei seung sik jung joi yue gin

waan nei na soh si lo gwoh cau tin dik yeu tin

seung nei waan wooi chi seung cho hoi sam jau do ngoh san bi

lei bit joi gin nei hon jeuk ngoh je nin

* ha boon sang gan ta joi yeu gin bat wooi joi seung gin

mei goi bin hin sau dik na tin ga po choi faat yin

ngoh chi jung chi jung oi gwoh ta jau gwoh dik chung chin

mei gong joi gin wai hoh yau lei hui ngoh san bin

ha boon sand doh dak yau jeuk nei gan ngoh oi yat pin

mei goi bin sam sam paan na tin joi juk mei liu yuen

ngoh wooi seung seung gan nei po gan chan man nei dik lin

ha yat sai do wooi joi seung gin

na yat nin gung nei hoi sam jau gwoh lo yuen

chung chin na sam si gung nei yan seung je mei duen

gan nei yan hoi jung yue gin hin sau se gwoh na se si

yeun loi oi nei je goo si taai seung chi

*Repeat

Seung gan nei po gan chan man nei dik lim

chung san dik gan nei oi yat pin

LINK!

2011-03-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

This is for real! I never knew it. No one knew it. Okay, lets get into the topic!

20 March 2011 was the day My god-sister Linda Loo sign the certificated of marriage. So lets congrats her and her husband. I am actually the photographer for the day and I toke all the picture in a "kinda" professional way. I'm not a professional photographer but I'm trying to be good at it since she invite me to be one. Want to see the photo? Coming soon!

On the other side, after the ceremony I follow Peggy mom and dad to the other temple and guess what I knew today? (Is going to be nice) I actually knew that Peggy's mom is actually my grandma's brother niece and what should I call Peggy?

No wonder I feel so like family when I'm with her. (Chehhh.... Like sooo) But I'm kinda surprise that we do link together. Just like link all my URL together in this blog.

Proud!

2011-03-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm so freaking proud of myself now that I really can throw off the stupidity feeling of mine towards him. Is really stupid that I wasted all my time on him!

Before this I was not that serious about it and seriously my friends think that I'm a bit weird in a way of loving someone. To me that is not weird at all cause I know that there are tons of humans out there are like "one-side-love" too.

For now and I'm telling you that I'm serious about it. After watching 2012 in the cinema and the recent 8.7 (if I'm not mistaken) earth quack and Tsunami that happen at Japan and some other country, I can feel like the world really gonna end. I'm like wasted so much time of mine and just comparing him to others but he will never appreciated it cause he always ignore me like I'm some kind of idiot.

For now, again. I actually never say this in my life but for this. I'm going to make him feel regret for what he have done to me. Maybe is not that serious to him but to me IT IS! So hell ya! You will feel that and... "IN YOUR FACE!"

I'm not gonna make myself look like and idiot anymore. It was just stupid and I know keep on stepping back forward into the circle and this time I'm making it clear! No more stupid stuff that is going to effect my thinking anymore. I'm true! I'm proud of myself and THAT . IS . IT !

nothing

2011-03-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry Yo~ I got nothing to blog this day. I still haven't upload Yury last edition Photoshoot. I finish editing it but I don't have time. Even you see I got time I was actually entertaining myself a bit and I get back to work. I might be on twitter so come and find me there.

#prayforjapan

2011-03-13T02:26:00.000+08:00

If you guys heard about Japan Tsunami you might know that it damage a lot of things in Japan. This time. THIS TIME! This time god it taking humans away from humans. Is really heart breaking to see Japan have this kind serious situation. Don't sit there and say "we are bless", we will get effected by it too if it is much more serious. I really want to donate money but I don't have that much money to donate. I'm trying to help by just pray. I hope that god will heard my prayer and please stop this bad things. This kind of things happen was not because of human but the god wanted to give us a warning that the earth is going to end.

2012? Is it true?

I always ask myself is it true? Will it end by next year? I seriously don't know. I did ask myself that will the earth end just like the movie? Covering with water and without humans? Is it like that? Now a day human don't act like a human anymore. They are monster. A monster that kill each other and YET kills innocent animals that never think of bite anyone else! This is the way human act this day. It have been years and years and years human are good but now... they is no way you can open you house gate and leave your house and come back with nothing happen. Before this on my grandpa years, whenever you got out of your house without closing your door and your house will be save.

Seriously! Will the world ends like this? I actually want to choose not to believe it but now, how could I choose not too?

Anyhow, please #prayforjapan and donate some if you have money and tell god that we are all in this togather. Please forgive all the things that we have done and bless us in a good way.